A peaceful dying experience with MDMA

My friend George D.  told me about the deeply transformative experience his aged, raging and demented mother had in the last months of her life – after he gave her a single dose of MDMA. Neither George nor I would normally ever condone giving someone a dose of this (or any) medicine without their full knowledge and consent. It will be clear from reading this experience, that his mother would have been incapable of receiving or understanding any verbal explanations he might have given. As it was, he persuaded her to take it by telling her that it was “heart-medicine”  – which turned out to be true in an unexpectedly profound and beautiful way. I’m publishing this story here with George’s permission – to offer hope that others too might find their way to a peaceful dying.

The time of this experience was November of 2007 and the setting was a traditional family home in a Greek village. This was the house my mother had grown up in before emigrating to the United States as a young lady. The room she stayed in was exactly like she had left it seventy five years previously, with the same bed and wall decorations. Along with my wife Stephanie and our three children, we had brought her back to this house when she was around 94 and were taking care of her as needed.

She was fairly well until the last year when her health deteriorated rapidly. No longer could she walk without trembling, nor do much in the way of independent action and thought. She was 99 years old and made it clear that she wanted to die here in her home and be buried with her ancestors.  Yet her anger at us and the world in general continued to consume her passion.

It was on such an evening of her cursing my existence that I reflected deeply on her situation. Under normal circumstances, I would find it unethical to give someone a drug without explaining to them the purpose and its possible side effects. But in this case of her being caught in such a web of emotional pain and negativity, I decided to give her the one dose of MDMA (or Ecstasy) which I was saving for a special occasion.

As she grabbed the little white pill that I gave her, my mother hissed the question “what was I giving her,” to which I replied that it was “heart medicine”. Her retort was that I had been giving her poison to her heart all my life and here was one more intention of mine to kill her. I took a deep breath and felt the fear of a premonition that her experience could be a very very bad one. It would then be a decision that could haunt me for the rest of my life. It turned out to be true that that decision has indeed had a significant impact on my life, but with a far better outcome than even I anticipated. After giving her the “heart medicine” I said my good nights and left her alone.

Checking in half an hour later, I found her sitting on her bed gazing at an icon of the Virgin Mary. The fact that I saw her smiling was a hint that a profound event was manifesting. When I asked her how she felt, she softly said that “there were angels flying around the room.” That was a trigger for me to run upstairs, wake up our son John and tell him to come downstairs with his guitar – that we had important work to do with his grandmother.

For the next few hours we exchanged hugs with my mother and also shared her delight in listening to CDs of both Greek Orthodox religious hymns as well as her favorite Greek folk music. At times John would strum a few chords on his guitar while we sang about how much we loved her. When my wife Stephanie came downstairs to be part of the miracle, she asked my mother how she was doing – to which my mom said in a very sweet tone, “this night will never end.” My mother was no longer judgmental and mean. Her words, smiles and touch were soft and loving. It was a blessing for all of us.

There was more amazement ahead. From that night on, for the last seven months of her life, my mother dropped her fear-based masking and let her heart express itself in a very beautiful way. No longer would she judge or criticize anyone but instead say loving remarks. She would smile and ask to kiss us regularly every day. She no longer demanded I cut my beard but asked if she could stroke it. She had previously refused to let her granddaughters take her to the village in her wheelchair – now she welcomed their brushing her hair, putting a flower in back of her ear and taking her out for ice cream.

What matters most is that one experience with the “heart-medicine” brought lasting comfort in her remaining life and could well have helped her soul cross over more gently. The circle was more complete and her grandchildren will always remember her as being at peace with herself and the world. And of course, so will I.

Spiritism and Expanding Paradigms of Mental Health

In my blog dated Feb 12, I wrote about the film Astral City, based on the Brazilian best-selling novel Nosso Lar (Our Home), by the renowned Spiritist medium Chico Xavier (1910-2002). I have since became aware of a ground-breaking book entitled Spiritism and Mental Health (Singing Dragon Publishers, London, 2012) by Emma Bragdon, Ph.D., which contains over 25 chapters by various contributors, many of them Brazilian medical professionals, on the mental health aspects of Spiritist teachings. Here are some representative chapter titles from this superb collection, to give an idea of its range: The Relationship of Mediumship to Mental Disorder; Magnetic Healing, Prayer and Energy Passes; Psychotherapy and Reincarnation: A Necessary and Fruitful Encounter; Jung, Spirits and Madness – Lessons for Cultural Psychiatry; Spirit Attachment and Health; Soul-Centered Psychotherapy; The Positive Potential of Dissociative States of Consciousness; Contributions of Brazilian Spiritist Treatments to the Global Improvement of Mental Health Care.

Most (though not all) of the essays in this book are written by Brazilian medical doctors and healers, explaining the principles and practices of Spiritist-inspired of treating medical and psychiatric cases in the more than 50 hospitals in Brazil where these principles are used to treat acute and chronic psychiatric conditions.  Emma Bragdon has been traveling to Brazil with other mental health professionals to study these practices and these integrated health care hospitals for more than ten years. She relates that researchers have shown that spiritual practice and belief have a positive influence on longevity and health – improving the survival rates after operations, ameliorating pain, improving mental acuity, lessening depression, boosting immune system functioning, reducing the incidence of smoking, alcoholism, cancer and heart disease. She call is an “accessible path for growth and well-being and a model for integrative health care.” Spiritist Centers in Brazil, of which there are more than 10,000 that serve 20-40 million people alone,  do not charge for any of their services. There are numerous spiritist centers in North America and Europe as well – totally non-denomenational, free of charge, devoted to the study of spirits and mediumistic communication with them and reincarnation.

In her introductory chapter Emma Bragdon provides a historical overview of the Spiritist movement, from its origin in the writings of a 19th century French scientist-philosopher, who took on the pseudonym Allan Kardec. His writings became much more widely known in Brazil than in Europe. His main books are The Spirits’ Book, The Medium’s Book, The Gospel According to the Spirits, What is Spiritism. Emma Bragdon distinguishes spiritism from spiritualism as follows:

“In his (Kardecs) time those who were Spiritualists believed it possible to communicate with discarnate spirits, but they didn’t categorically embrace reincarnation or notions of spiritual evolution. Spiritists, on the other hand, believe that life is a continuum alternating between life in a body and life as a discarnate, ever progressing toward a spiritual destination…Kardec’s books advocate a high degree of discipline and perseverance in life – in order to effect personal transformation.”

I highly recommend this book to anyone searching for a new paradigm that integrates spiritual concerns and values with psychological and physical approaches to both health and mental health.

The Work of Terence and Dennis McKenna – An Appreciation

Reading the fraternal autobiography, The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss,  was for me  both fascinating and moving, as I was and remain close friends with both the brothers, have shared stimulating conversations and psychedelic explorations with them, and was deeply saddened by Terence’s early death. Terence became known for his scintillating eloquence and Irish gift of the gab, like my old friend from an earlier generation Timothy Leary. His scintillating flights of the imagination, mixing far-out speculative science and arcane scholarship, delivered in his characteristic dead-pan nasally inflected voice – have astonished and delighted thousands – and remain in disembodied recordings circulating worldwide on the internet.

As his brother Dennis writes “Terence channeled the logos of the age. Silver-tongued and a riveting speaker, he articulated the concepts that his fans groped for but could not express, and did so in a witty, disarming way. He was the gnomic trickster and bard, an elfin comedian delivering the cosmic punch line, even as he assured us we were all in on the cosmic joke.” Especially, one might add, if you followed his advice and continued to take what he liked to call  “heroic doses” of psychoactive mushrooms and DMT.

Dennis, who was close to and admired his eloquent and imaginative older brother, took on a different role in society, after the two intrepid explorers returned from the shamanic-alchemical-cosmic folie-a-deux described as “the experiment at La Chorerra,” in their joint autobiography The Invisible Landscape.  Dennis went back to school, got a Ph.D. in plant biochemistry and embarked on a career as research scientist in botanical medicine. His writing, in this dual autobiography, is enormously engaging, brilliantly articulating complex issues of natural history, while dealing honestly and humbly  with the personal, familial and professional challenges with which he was confronted.

Terence once commented to me in a conversation, that while he was known as the more eloquent speaker and captivating story-teller, his brother Dennis was, in his view, the more profound thinker and scientist. “His mind goes deep into matter,” he said with obvious admiration. Indeed,  Dennis has carved out a significant career as a consultant in the development of new botanical medicines, with a slew of research publications to his credit. I’ve always loved listening to his lucid and articulate explanations of complex concepts in molecular biology and entheobotany.

One of the  most exciting passages in Dennis’s book, to my mind,  is in the chapter where he describes the research work he and two colleagues did on the chemistry and pharmacology of ayahuasca for the Brazilian UDV church – work that resulted in several scientific papers published in the botanical and pharmacological literature.  He subsequently participated in a group session with ayahuasca (or hoasca as the church calls it) for several hundred participants  – a ceremony I also attended. With the help of a concoction of the visionary vine, Dennis found himself identified as a sentient water molecule and was shown and actually subjectively experienced the entire process of photosynthesis, step by step. As a trained plant biochemist, he was able to identify and name the different processes he had come to understand objectively, as he was experiencing them subjectively, from the point of view of a single drop of water.

 “I knew that I had been give an inestimable gift, a piece of gnosis and wisdom straight from the heart-mind of planetary intelligence, conveyed in visions and thought by an infinitely wise, incredibly ancient, and enormously compassionate ‘ambassador’ to the human community.”

This was perhaps a core vision of Dennis’ life as a scientist, presaging, like the work of Jeremy Narby, a time when the instrumental external observations of material and natural scientists will be supplemented by and compared with the interior observations of those same scientists in sensitized and expanded states of consciousness.

I find a comparable core vision statement of Terence’s life work in the introduction he wrote to the Magic Mushroom Growers Guide, which the two brothers published, under pseudonyms, in 1976. This guide itself is perhaps one of the most important contributions the two brothers made to the advancement of culture – describing a relatively simple process of growing the psilocybe mushrooms from spores in glass jars – thereby making these vision mushrooms accessible to millions and obviating the plundering invasions of the mountains of Oaxaca by fungophile hippies.

 

The experiment at La Chorera

In his fraternal autobiography Dennis is frank about the early unusual degree of closeness of the two brothers, triggered perhaps by the death of their mother when they were teens, and certainly fueled by the daily consumption of huge amounts of cannabis, as they made their early 1960s migration from small town Colorado to the West Coast hippie carnival. In 1971, the two brothers, young men in the twenties, ventured on a journey to Colombia, together with several friends, to search for ayahuasca, the legendary shamanic hallucinogen,  then relatively unknown. What they found instead were large quantities of high potency psilocybe mushrooms, with which they began what they called “the experiment at La Chorera.” This was described in their co-authored 1975 book The Invisible Landscape.

Basically, the experiment consisted of both of them repeatedly ingesting rather large quantities of the mushrooms, listening to a kind of interior, alien-sounding, buzzing or humming sound, and then reproducing that sound vocally to induce a lasting expanded state of consciousness. They had a complex theory, which they were discussing and elaborating in intense daily speculative conversations,  of how the psilocybin could activate endogenous tryptamines in the brain and create some kind of “holo-cybernetic unit of superconductive genetic material, activated via tryptamine harmonic interference.”

Following the ingestion of an enormous overdose of nineteen psilocybe mushrooms (a “normal” dose being perhaps three to six), plus continuous smoking of cannabis and also some ayahuasca that Terence had brewed up, and experimenting with prolonged vocal ululations,  Dennis developed a thought-hallucination,  sympathetically supported by Terence,  in which he felt they both were in touch with a “Teacher” of some kind.  This “Teacher” would guide them to …

…generate a hologram, which would begin to broadcast the information stored in the DNA, making the data both comprehensible to thought and open to manipulation by thought. If the experiment worked, one of us in the near vicinity would be turned into a DNA radio, transmitting the collective knowledge of all earthly life, all the time. This was the information that was downloaded to me by the Teacher, a recipe for constructing a hyper-dimensional artifact that would bind four dimensions into three and thereby end history. An object made of mushrooms, bark (from ayahuasca) and my own DNA, welded together by the sound of my voice.

While Dennis was being flooded by these eschatological thought-hallucinations, and furiously scribbling notes about the information he was “downloading,” his brother Terence was playing the supportive role of maintaining contact and communication, refusing the urgings of their companions that Dennis be committed to a mental institution.

Dennis writes, in his 2012 autobiography,

“in retrospect, I see how our conceits embodied a paradox of psychedelic experience. ..on one level we understood that a molecule doesn’t contain the trip. Rather, the trip is an interaction between a living organism and molecule’s pharmacological properties. Those properties may be inherent to the drug, but the trip itself is not. .. We got that, sort of. But in our delusion, if that’s what it was, we also embraced a conflicting view: We believed an intelligent entity resided in the drug, or at least somehow communicated to us through it. Even as we theorized about the 4-D expression of the drug – that the trip could somehow be expressed on its exterior by rotation through the fourth dimension – we were assuming on another level that a being of some sort was directing the trip. We weren’t the first or the last to make that “mistake.” After all, this is very close to shamanistic views of psychedelic experience, in which the drug speaks through a skilled practitioner.”

Here, I believe, was a crucial turning point in the development of their shared delusion, due to the brothers’ inevitable conditioning and commitment to the materialist worldview, as children of their time and their place of origin.   In the shamanistic worldview, the visions do not come  from the drug,  nor from the plant, nor even from the shaman guide who speaks or sings (whom the two brothers in any event did not have).  The visions  come from the spirits associated with the plants who communicate to the shamanic practitioner or explorer.   The shaman usually has established relationships with specific plant and animal spirits through his or her practice and training, and is thus able to decode the messages and visions “coming through” (or “being downloaded”) and translate them into the locally appropriate action or teaching.

As a committed materialist in good standing with his profession,  Dennis, in his autobiography, offers his support of the reductionist credo, though he clearly has some reservations:

“These substances did none of these things. The human mind-brain created these experiences. At La Chorrera, the psilocybin somehow triggered metabolic processes that caused a part of our brains to be experienced not as part of the self, but as the “other” – a separate, intelligent entity that seemed to be downloading a great many peculiar ideas into our consciousness. That’s the reductionist perspective. Is it true? I honestly can’t say, even today. If either is true, or is the alternative  true, that there are actually entities in hyperspace that can communicate with us via something akin to telepathy when the brain is affected by large amount of tryptamine – that’s a hypothesis worth testing.”(p. 248)

Actually, from my perspective, having long ago abandoned the reductionist empiricism of modern science and become a “radical empiricist” in the sense of William James, I  would say one needs to first simply describe the experiences – and later, separately, speculate about their meanings and implications for our existing worldview. Easier said than done, I agree, considering the irrepressible excitement of new discoveries. You have to hold the theoretical speculations in abeyance until the intensity of the experiential download diminishes somewhat, and you can calmly reflect on the experience.

Certainly, by now there are enough individuals in the psychedelic shamanic subculture who have had multiple experiences of intelligent communications with spirits, and who have learned, with practice, to decipher these communications and utilize them in their projects of healing or creative expression. However, our two young explorers from Colorado in the early 1960s were just beginning their life-long journeys as psychonauts.

Over the years, I have been around dozens of people (myself included) who, as a result of ill-prepared ingestion of high-dose psychedelics,  got temporarily caught in a delusional thought-system – often including profound insights,  but over-generalized as to their significance. Delusions of grandeur are mixed with genuine amazement at the bewildering grandeur and magnificence of the actual world of nature all around us. There are several examples of such delusional over-generalization in the text that Dennis wrote at the time he was setting himself up for the high-dose experiment.

“In the final Stone the tryptamines act as a superconductive antenna to pick up on all cosmic energy in space and time.”

Not just picking up some cosmic energy, but all.

Or, “It will constitute the 4-D holographic memory of the device, and will contain and explicate the genetic history of all species.”

As if picking up the genetic history of one species or even one individual wouldn’t be enough.

Over-generalization is part of the delusions of grandeur – perhaps a special feature of high-dose psychedelic drug experiences. I recall many times at our communal experiment in Millbrook, NY,  and afterwards, being cornered by a wild-eyed hippie wanting to impart the ultimate cosmic secret he had just been granted on his trip, that he was sure everyone would appreciate for its earth-shattering profundity.

Receiving such visions does seem of overwhelming importance and it is – at least to the individual concerned. Others, like family members or professionals, may not appreciate the cosmic significance of the vision/hallucination and are more likely to be alarmed by the tenuous nature of the individual’s connections to ordinary reality. Visionaries are notorious for appearing to others like madmen.

As a psychologist, I do not believe that what the brothers experienced was schizophrenia of either variety.  The latter is characterized by  fragmented ideation and inability to think rationally. What the McKenna brothers experienced was a glimpse into what shamans would call the “spirit world”, and what they call “hyperspace.” There is an inexhaustible vastness of other dimensions of our universe that are always there but only accessible in special states of consciousness and/or through shamanic or yogic practice, or through special instrumentation.

And yes, their glimpse was fragmentary and yes they were unprepared, and yes they had no ready-made language to describe what they found – explorers never do. These non-ordinary reality visions can only be communicated if one has access to a worldview and a consensual language to describe them. The brothers McKenna did not have either at the time of their “experiment”  though they have both contributed significantly since then to creating an expanded worldview – Terence through his imaginative  and inspiring speculations, Dennis through his solid scientific investigations into ethnobotanical medicines and their neurochemical effects.

Reflecting on his experiences of forty years ago, the sixty-year old Dennis writes poignantly about the wild mis-adventure of his twenty-year old former self.

“The ravings of a madman, I’ll grant you that. And yet, there is also poetry here, and beauty, and a longing for redemption.  What I expressed is not that different from the vision articulated by the most compassionate and beautiful of the world’s religions: the universe will not achieve perfection until all beings have achieved enlightenment. Isn’t that what I’m saying? No doubt there is messianic delusion here; indeed, in passages a bit further on in that text I discuss my role as cosmic Antichrist. But there is also a deep wish for healing, not only of myself but of the universe. Our mother had been dead less than six months. I have to believe that much of what happened to us at La Chorrera was linked to that tragic event. So overwhelmed were we by the sense of loss, and of guilt, we were ready to tear space and time apart in order to reverse that cosmic injustice.” (p. 257).

Over the next couple of weeks Dennis put his fragmented identity-programs back into a functional order, while his brother Terence was obsessively starting to construct his own metaphysical system that later become known as Time Wave Zero. The brothers’ companions could see only psychosis and wanted to bring Dennis to a psychiatric facility – no small task considering they were in the Amazon jungle. Dennis writes he is “grateful to Terence for resisting the pressure to leave La Chorrera. He insisted that whatever was happening to us be allowed to unfold in its own time and on its own terms – there was no need for intervention beyond making sure that I didn’t wander off or hurt myself.”

Terence’s intuitive understanding of the need to let the fragmented self-system of his brother find its own way back to center and to wholeness was consonant with the teachings of psychiatrists like Ronald Laing, Stanislav Grof, John Perry and others who have championed the idea that some forms of so-called “psychosis” can be understood as the psyche’s own natural healing journey – that is best supported by others, and not cut short by psychiatric medications.

 

The aftermath of La Chorera and returning to mainstream reality

After returning to the US, the two brothers, more convinced than ever of the value of psilocybin mushrooms, wrote and published, under pseudonyms and with the collaboration of Kathleen Harrison as illustrator, the first Magic Mushroom Grower’s Guide which gave easy instructions for indoor cultivation and made the mushroom experience accessible to thousands. The brothers eventually took different career paths. Dennis went on to pursue graduate, doctoral and post-doctoral studies in plant chemistry and pharmacology, published research in the pharmacology of Amazonian psychoactive plants, and worked (still does) as a research consultant for the pharmaceutical and herbal industry. Terence, more of an auto-didact, devoted himself to ethnobotanical research and writing and became a much sought-after speaker on the lecture circuit.

In the introduction to the Mushroom Grower’s Guide booklet, Terence described a vision he received, perhaps the core and guiding vision of his life, of the interstellar origin of the mycelial nets, the true body of the mushrooms, which he believed maintain a “vast historical archive of the career of evolving intelligence on many worlds.” The mycelial networks seek habitable planets, he was told, where they can enter into symbiotic communication and exchange with intelligent species, providing that species with access to the “community of galactic intelligence.” The notion of the true form of the mushroom being the mycelial nets and the emphasis on symbiotic interactions of fungi with other species are points consistent with current scientific understanding of fungal evolution, as formulated in the work of Paul Stamets and Lynn Margulis. The idea of extra-terrestrial origin is uniquely and provocatively Terence McKenna, emissary from the world of entheogenic fungi.

In a later essay published in his book The Archaic Revival, Terence McKenna returns to elaborate on this theory, or rather the vision that he received and first recorded in the introduction to The Mushroom Growers Guide.

The mushroom was a species that did not evolve on Earth. Within the mushroom trance I was informed that once a culture has complete understanding of its genetic information, it reengineers itself for survival. The Stropharia cubensis mushroom’s version of reengineering is a mycelial network strategy when in contact with planetary surfaces and spore-dispersion strategy as a means of radiating throughout the galaxy…The other side does seem to in possession of a huge body of information drawn from the history of the galaxy…The Stropharia cubensis mushroom, if one can believe what it says in one of its moods, is a symbiote, and it desires ever deeper symbiosis with the human species. It achieved symbiosis with human society early by associating itself with domesticated cattle and through them human nomads.

He cheerfully goes on to argue against his own thesis of extra-terrestrial origin though, when he goes on to say: “I’ve recently come to suspect that the human soul is so alienated from our present culture that we treat it as an extraterrestrial. To us the most alien thing in the cosmos is the human soul.”

I personally find the thesis that extra-terrestrial sources of vast intelligence might be communicating to the human species via entheogenic plants and mushrooms quite plausible and worthy of further investigation. It is consistent with the fact that interest in UFOs and extra-terrestrial culture and contact has been growing tremendously in the second half of he 20th century, in tandem with other movements of consciousness expansion, such as psychedelics, shamanism, spiritual practices and higher states of consciousness. Harvard psychiatrist John Mack, who had made an intensive study of the UFO abduction experience, has shown, in his most recent book, Passport to the Cosmos, that reported contact and communication with alien intelligences is widespread and almost taken for granted in societies with living shamanic traditions. The notion that experiences with Amazonian hallucinogenic vines and mushrooms could facilitate or induce visions of extra-terrestrial visitors and space-ships, is also supported by the art of Pablo Amaringo, a Peruvian ayahuasquero who painted hundreds of visionary experiences, including many encounters with extra-terrestrial craft.

Terence McKenna’s thesis on the symbiotic role of entheogenic fungi was further extended in his major work, The Food of the Gods, in which he proposed that the discovery of consciousness-expanding mushrooms by our proto-hominid ancestors might have led to the development of language, higher intelligence and culture. While this thesis has been generally treated with disdain, or else ignored, by the academic establishment, it is interesting that there isn’t really a good alternative theory of the development of language or higher intelligence.  Furthermore, establishment academics are likely to be unfamiliar with the nature of psychedelic experience, and therefore hardly in a position to evaluate McKenna’s hypothesis objectively. As we know, those scientists who had not looked through a microscope or a telescope were not really qualified to evaluate the observations of those who had. The history of science is rife with similar examples.

In favor of the idea that mind-expanding plants may have played some role (if not the only one) in the evolution of language are:  (1) laboratory evidence that psilocybin and other psychedelics lower sensory thresholds, i.e. heighten acuity of sense perception, which would confer a direct adaptive advantage; (2) studies of brain areas activated during psilocybin states that show major activity in the frontal cortex, the area most involved in processing complex perceptions and thoughts; (3) evidence from subjective experience accounts that psychedelic mushrooms heighten cognitive awareness and linguistic fluidity – as, for example, in the chants of the Mexican Mazatec curandera Maria Sabina; and (4) heightened problem-solving ability, with adaptive advantages, is also suggested by the effective use of psychedelic drugs in psychotherapy and shamanic divination.  Terence McKenna’s Food of the Gods ranges far and wide through history, anthropology and around the globe in his review of sacred mind-expanding substances.  He re-examines R.G. Wasson’s hypothesis that soma, a mysterious substance deified in the Vedas, was basically the fly agaric mushroom cult, imported from Central Asia. Though historian of religion Mircea Eliade, who had written a masterful overview of shamanism, considered the use of psychoactive plants a degenerate form of religious practice, Wasson, on the basis of his experiences in Mexico with the psilocybe mushroom and his beliefs about soma, took the opposite view. Wasson held that all religious experience was originally induced by psychoactive plants and that the practices of yoga developed in India were substitute methods, created when the mushroom was no longer available to the ecstatic visionaries. McKenna comes down on the side of Wasson, but thinks soma was the psilocybe mushroom, not the fly agaric, for the main reason that the latter is only mildly and ambiguously psychedelic; however, apart from some ambiguous mushroom-shaped stones, no evidence has been found for either mushroom species existing in India.

It may be impossible to ever settle this question in the history of religion completely. But that some psychedelic plants may have played a role in the origins of some religious traditions, as well as some aspects of language (for example, bardic poetry) seems to me both probable and plausible.

Central to the argument McKenna makes for a role of psilocybe mushrooms are the facts that Stropharia cubensis grows in cow dung and that cattle were the main source of wealth and livelihood in early Neolithic cultures in Asia and Africa. When McKenna came upon the cave paintings on the Tassili plateau in the Sahara Desert of southern Algeria, he found the most impressive piece of evidence for a mushroom cult in the Neolithic period, dating from the 9th to the 7th millennium BCE. Judging from cave paintings of giant female beings, these people worshipped the Great Goddess, as did other cultures during  the Neolithic period in Old Europe and Anatolia. The people of the Tassili Plateau are described as the “Round Head” culture, because of cave paintings that show figures with rounded heads that could obviously be mushrooms. Among the surviving images there are running figures clutching fistfuls of mushrooms and a magnificent image of a giant anthropoid bee-faced goddess (the bee was also associated with the Goddess in Old Europe). The image is holding clusters of mushrooms in each hand and smaller mushrooms sprout from her arms, legs and trunk. Unmistakably, these people held mushrooms in very high regard. Terence McKenna writes,

“The contention here is that the rise of language, partnership society, and complex religious ideas may have occurred not far from the area where humans emerged – the game-filled, mushroom-dotted grasslands and savannahs of tropical and subtropical Africa. There the partnership society arose and flourished; there hunter-gatherer culture slowly gave way to domestication of animals and plants. In this milieu the psilocybin-containing mushrooms were encountered, consumed and deified. Language, poetry, ritual, and thought emerged from the darkness of the hominid mind.”

Concluding remarks

Re-reading and revisiting the works of the McKenna brothers brought to my mind an intriguing comparison with the life and times of another pair of pioneering scientist-scholar brothers from the early 19th century – Alexander and Wilhelm von Humboldt. Alexander von Humboldt was a naturalist and explorer who traveled extensively in Latin America, exploring and describing for the first time, in over 20 illustrated volumes, the biogeography, flora and fauna of the region. Wilhelm von Humboldt was a diplomat, educator and linguist, who made important contributions to the philosophy of language and the theory and practice of education in Prussia, their country of origin.

The McKenna brothers also have made significant contributions to expanding our scientific knowledge of mind-assisting plants, fungi and substances, to the flora and fauna of inner space geography, and to the new languages and concepts inevitably needed if we wish to understand the bewildering and fascinating world of psychoactive substances.

Works cited:

McKenna, Dennis, 2012. The Brotherhood of the Screaming Abyss – My Life with Terence McKenna.  St. Cloud, MN: North Star Press.

McKenna, Terence and Dennis McKenna, 1975. The Invisible Landscape: Mind, Hallucinogens and the I Ching.  NY: Seabury Press.

Oss, O.T. and Oeric, O.N., 1976. Psilocybin, Magic Mushroom Grower’s Guide. Berkeley, CA: And/Or Press.

McKenna, Terence, 1992. The Archaic Revival: Speculations on Psychedelic Mushrooms, the Amazon, Virtual Reality, UFOs, Evolution, Shamanism, the Rebirth of the Goddess, and the End of History. New York: HarperCollins.

McKenna, Terence, 1992. Food of the Gods: The Search for the Original Tree of Knowledge: A Radical History of Plants, Drugs and Human Evolution. New York: Bantam Books.

The enduring mystery of the hereafter – a film and a book

Philosophical books and films about life–after–death have been and continue to be published – especially in countries, like Brazil, that are not so ideologically committed to the fundamentalisms of either Big Science or Big Religion. Autobiographical accounts of near-death experiences (NDE) continue to appear and regularly land on the non-fiction best-seller lists – testifying to our unending interest in what happens, or might happen, after the end of our life here on this Earth. I want to discuss here the 2010 Brazilian film Astral City – A Spiritual Journey and the 2012 autobiographical Proof of Heaven by Eben Alexander, M.D., sub-titled A Neurosurgeon’s Journey into the Afterlife.

The filmAstral City, which can be found and purchased through Amazon, is based on the Brazilian best-selling novel Nosso Lar (Our Home), by the renowned Spiritist medium Chico Xavier (1910-2002). On YouTube (www.youtube.com/watch?v=txa_gBNkvdU) one can watch a 5-min. film about this remarkable man, with only a primary school education, who devoted his life to counseling and serving others through a process known as “automatic writing.”  Through such means he also produced over 400 books, including one of poems by well-known deceased Brazilian poets.  All of the proceeds from his healings, counselings and writings were devoted to charity.  In the YouTube clip you can see him filling page after page of writing with his right hand while holiding his head and shielding his eyes with the other. His left hand didn’t know what his right hand was doing! The Wikipedia entry for Chico Xavier says his books sold an estimated 50 million copies worldwide. “Heavily influenced by works of Allan Kardec, Xavier professed that his hand was guided by spirits. Xavier called his spiritual guide Emmanuel, who according to Xavier, lived in ancient Rome as Senator Publius Lentulus, was reincarnated in Spain as Father Damian, and later as a professor at the Sorbonne.Chico Xavier was twice nominated for the Nobel peace prize.

Like many others I found the film-story Astral City to be remarkably authentic and convincing – meaning that it is consistent with everything else I have personally come to understand about the possibilities of communication with spirits in the hereafter. In the story, a deceased doctor gradually comes to realize he has a role to play as a healer, working with those who transition in states of severe illness or delusion – but he first has to learn the vastly expanded and deepened possibilities of the astral world. We also see and hear about the lessons human spirits have to learn when first transiting into the after-life,  and the fact that choices exist even here. There is a scene, reminiscent of some of Dante’s descriptions of the hell world, where the confused ghosts of recently deceased individuals are roaming around in a desolate and dark landscape, not having accepted that they are dead. Then, as soon as the individual asks God for help of their own free will, a crew of astral paramedics arrive to escort him to the healing places for rest and recuperation. Some spirits are refusing to acknowledge that they are dead and make desperate and futile attempts to move to the earthly world they have left, but to which they cannot return  – without going through the whole process until their next incarnation.

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The book Proof of Heaven, Dr. Eban Alexander’s account of his NDE, also contains a good deal of  information and description about the nature of the after-death world, from which he returned. But here, the descriptions come from the pen of someone at the other end of the scale than Chico Xavier. He was a skeptical agnostic about life after death –  as expected, perhaps required, from the guild of his professional peers.  Dr. Alexander was a highly trained and experienced neurosurgeon, who had heard accounts of NDEs from patients he had treated, but considered them fantasies produced by the brain under stress.  His nervous system had contracted a rare viral illness that attacked the two higher levels of the brain, leaving him in a comatose, vegetative state – in which he remained for seven days.

On the day when his doctors and family decided they were going to take him off the continuous drip-feed of antibiotics – he unexpectedly opened his eyes and announced that he had come back. He made a complete recovery of all his functions – a process that took several months, during which he also put in writing everything that he experienced during his OBE/NDE  – one of the most complex, detailed and vivid accounts I have read. Raymond Moody, M.D., one of the first physicians to study and report on NDEs writes that “Dr. Eban Alexander’s near-death experience is the most astounding I have heard in more than four decades of studying this phenomenon. He is living proof of an after-life.”

Eban Alexander’s account of the after-death realms is consistent with that of Chico Xavier in several respects. He talks about the first memories he has of being in a realm he later came to call “the earthworm’s-eye view” – a dark, featureless, human-less world of clammy, mud. Reminiscent of other descriptions of the realm of those who do not yet realize they have died. In comparison to other published accounts of NDEs, Alexander’s account is distinctive in that it has no descriptions of going through a tunnel and meeting light-beings who escort him – he was just hurtled straight into a bodiless realm. He eventually learned that all he had to do to bring himself to the higher realms was to think of them (“thought directs energy”) and long for them (“longing leads to belonging”).

During my time out of my body, I accomplished the back-and-forth movement from the muddy darkness of the Realm of the Earthworm’s-Eye View to the green brilliance of the Gateway and into the black but holy darkness of the Core any number of times. …Each time I went to the Core I went deeper than before, and was taught more, in the wordless, more-than-verbal way that all things are communicated in the worlds above this one. ..One of the truths driven home to me in the Core each time I returned to it was how impossible it would be to understand all that exists – either its physical/visible side or its (much, much larger) spiritual/invisible side, not to mention the countless other universes that exist or have ever existed.

But none of that mattered, because I had already been taught the one thing – the only thing–that, in the last analysis, truly matters. I had initially received this piece of knowledge from my lovely companion on the butterfly wing upon my first entrance into the Gateway. It came in three parts, and to take one more shot at putting it into words (because of course it was delivered wordlessly), it would run something like this:

You are loved and cherished.
You have nothing to fear.
There is nothing you can do wrong.

There is much more in this fascinating true-life account, which surely delivers a powerful but compassionate blow to the entrenched materialist worldview of modern science and medicine – by a highly qualified member of its intellectual elite.  One of the things I appreciated especially about Dr. Alexander’s book is the Appendix in which he systematically lists and refutes nine “neuroscientific hypotheses I considered to explain my experience.” One of these was a “DMT dump from the pineal.” He refutes this explanation by saying “my cortex was off, and the DMT would have had no place in the brain to act…the hypothesis fails on the basis of the ultra-reality of the audio-visual experience, and the lack of cortex on which to act.”

CIA, LSD and Chemical Warfare – Part II

In my blog dated Jan 23, 2012, I reported a story from the UK Telegraph, by investigative journalist H.P. Albarelli,  on covert CIA experiments with LSD, which allegedly resulted in an incident of mass ergot poisoning through contaminated bread in the French village Pont-Saint-Esprit in 1951.

I should have known better than to uncritically accept a story involving the CIA, the undisputed world masters at disinformation propaganda. Dieter Hagenbach, co-author of the recently published authoritative biography of Albert Hofmann, wrote to tell me that they investigated this story. Here, in extract, is what he and his co-author Lucius Werthmüller,  found. (Albert Hofmann und sein LSD, published by AT Verlag, 2011, has not as yet come out in an English translation).

The authors relate that Albert Hofmann and Werner Stoll,  the two Sandoz scientists most knowledgeable about ergot alkaloids and toxicity travelled to France in 1951, and talked to French research chemist Henri Olivier in Marseille, as well as physicians and psychiatrists who had investigated the epidemic and several of the patients who had suffered the symptoms of the pain maudit, the “cursed bread” as it was called. The chemical analyses and medical symptoms had led to a provisional conclusion of an ergot toxicosis.

Hofmann and Stoll took several kilograms of the flour and 600 grams of the bread that had been consumed in the episode in order to subject it to exhaustive chemical and toxicological analyses. The results were contradictory: a chemical analysis suggested the toxicity came from a mercury-containing seed-stock disinfectant, while a psychiatrist concluded the psychological symptoms resembled ergot poisoning. Albert Hofmann wrote in his concluding report to his superiors that “on the basis of the colorimetric analyses of the three samples, none of them contained ergot alkaloids.” Thus, the effects found in Pont-Saint-Esprit “remain a mystery. Neither LSD nor mercury produce the kinds of symptoms that had been reported. LSD does not produce intense toxic, organic reactions nor do the intense hallucinations reported correspond to any known forms of mercury poisoning.” (op.cit. p.99). They also pointed out that LSD could not have been involved in the poisoned bread since LSD dissolves rapidly in air and upon exposure to sunlight, or upon being dissolved in water, or being baked in bread.

Hagenbach and Werthmüller further discuss the sensationalist account of the episode found in a 2009 book by H.P. Albarelli – which had raised the possibility that the Pont-Saint-Esprit episode was part of  secret CIA cold war experiments with mass poisonings by anthrax and other biological warfare agents carried out under the direction of Frank Olson in the US Army laboratories at Fort Detrick in the 1950s. The actual nature of his work was, and remained, top-secret.  What is known is that Olson became horrified by the work that he was participating in. He either committed suicide or was pushed out of a window in New York, after being surreptitiously dosed with LSD by other CIA agents in 1953. A wrongful death case brought by his widow and family resulted in 1975 in a payment $750,000, together with an invitation to the White House where President Gerald Ford and CIA-Director William Colby personally apologized to the family. The exact details of the work he was involved in or how he was poisoned have remained secret. A website exists that is still accumulating data and reports relating to his case.

Hagenbach and Werthmüller concluded that “a connection between Frank Olson and Albert Hofmann or Sandoz cannot be found, and Hofmann’s diaries do not support even the slightest suspicion that he and Stoll had participated in an investigation of a secret CIA action.”

Despite Hofmann and Stoll’s conclusive rejection of any possible connection between the Pont-Saint-Esprit episode and LSD, a 1968 book by John G. Fuller – The Day of Saint Anthony’s Fire – repeated the same fabrication, with embellishments. New York psychiatrist John Beresford, MD (1924-2007; who was known to and friends with Leary, myself and the Harvard researchers, and who later dedicated himself to working with people that had been unjustly incarcerated as victims of America’s punitive drug-war laws) was troubled by the implications suggested in Fuller’s book and wrote to Hofmann concerning the concerns it raised for him. Hofmann replied in a letter to Beresford, using unmistakeably indignant language.

“The citations in John Fuller’s book The Day of Saint Anthony’s Fire are invented fictions as is the great majority of what he wrote in this book. .. The whole work is a scandal. It has been proven conclusively that ergot was not involved in the Pont-Saint-Esprit episode. Mr Fuller must have known this fact. … To mention just one fact that shows the falsehood of Fuller’s writing – LSD is a semi-synthetic product, that occurs as such neither in ergot nor anywhere else in nature. …Mr Fuller has misused ergot, St. Anthony’s Fire and LSD in order to try to write a best-selling work.” (Hagenbach & Werthmüller, p. 101).

Comic clip on the “stoned ape theory” of human evolution

My friend, the late evolutionary philosopher Terence McKenna, was celebrated for his elegantly humorous discourses on the consciousness-expanding virtues of psychedelic mushrooms. Audio and video recordings of his talks are pervasive on the internet. He also made a serious contribution to the theory of human evolution by postulating that the accidental ingestion of hallucinogenic, consciousness-expanding mushrooms by our hominid ancestors may have contributed to the accelerated development of language and brain function. He expands on this view in his 1992 book Food of the Gods – The Search for the Original Tree of Knowledge.

In the introduction to my edited book of essays and experiences Sacred Mushroom of Visions – Teonanácatl, I wrote of four lines of empirical evidence supporting the theory that mind-expanding plants or fungi may have played a role in the evolution of language: (1) psilocybin and other psychedelics heighten acuity of sense perception, which confers adaptive advantage; (2) psilocybe mushrooms heighten cognitive awareness and linguistic fluidity; (3) they also enhance problem-solving ability as shown in their successful use in psychotherapy and shamanic divination; and (4) studies of brain areas activated during psilocybin states show major activity in the frontal cortex, the area most involved in processing complex perceptions and thoughts.

I quoted the following passage also from McKenna’s Food of the Gods, where he is discussing the significance of the discovery of cave paintings in North Africa pointing to a pre-historic mushroom cult in the 7th millenium BCE:

“The contention here is that the rise of language, partnership society, and complex religious ideas may have occurred not far from the area where humans emerged – the game-filled, mushroom-dotted grasslands and savannahs of tropical and subtropical Africa. There the partnership society arose and flourished; there hunter-gatherer culture slowly gave way to domestication of animals and plants. In this milieu the psilocybin-containing mushrooms were encountered, consumed and deified. Language, poetry, ritual, and thought emerged from the darkness of the hominid mind.” (McKenna 1992).

While McKenna’s theory on the role of psychoactive mushrooms in the human evolution of language has not gained much traction in the scholarly community (understandedly, since the great majority of scholars and evolutionary scientists are ignorant of the profound effect of such substances on the human mind), it has attracted a following in the underground entheogenic culture of scientists, artists, philosophers and cyber-geeks, as shown in the following two minute YouTube clip from Duncan Trussell’s Comedy Central Pilot “Thunderbrain.”

Ayahuasca Documentary, featuring Jeremy Narby and actual ceremony


This over one hour long documentary features discussions by Jeremy Narby, a Canadian anthropologist living in Switzerland, who has made an extensive study of the indigenous use of ayahuasca in South American cultures. He has written one of the most interesting books about ayahuasca – The Cosmic Serpent – DNA and the Origins of Knowledge. In it, he compares the descriptions of the ayahuasqueros’s visions of intertwining serpents with molecular geneticists description of the DNA molecule, which has the structure of a double helix. Michael Harner, President of the Foundation for Shamanic Studies and author of The Way of the Shaman,  wrote of The Cosmic Serpent that “it is a spellbinding, scholarly tour de force that may presage a major paradigm in the Western view of reality.”

Narby has also taken a small group of Western-trained scientists (geneticists, molecular biologists) to visit with ayahuasca shamans and found that they could indeed, with the help of the visionary vine, look directly into the deep subjective structure of the material world that they had previously studied intensively through their objective instruments and measures.

Provocative findings on the effects of ayahuasca in the brain

Under the somewhat misleading title Drug hallucinations look real in the brain, science writer Arran Frood  reported  in the New Scientist on a study using the functional MRI brain scanning technique  to look at the brains of users of ayahuasca.  The researchers compared the brain scans of volunteers under three conditions: (1) looking at pictures of people or animals; (2) imagining and remembering looking at those images; (3) imagining and remembering the image while on ayahuasca. Here’s what the report says of the comparison between conditions (1) and (2):

Draulio de Araujo of the Brain Institute at the Federal University of Rio Grande do Norte in Natal, Brazil, and colleagues recruited 10 frequent users of the brew – called ayahuasca. They asked the volunteers to look at images of people or animals while their brains were scanned using functional MRI, then asked the volunteers to close their eyes and imagine they were still viewing the image. Unsurprisingly, the researchers found that neural activity in the primary visual cortex dropped off when volunteers imagined seeing the image rather than actually viewing it.

And here’s what the findings were comparing conditions (1) and (3) – the brain scans registered equally strong activity in the visual cortex, a finding that is indicative of the  amplifying effect of entheogens.

But when the team then gave the volunteers a dose of ayahuasca and repeated the experiment, they found that the level of activity in the primary visual cortex was virtually indistinguishable when the volunteers were really viewing an image and when they were imagining it.

According to the researchers – “This means visions seen have a real, neurological basis, says de Araujo – they are not made up or imagined.”   One may however question this interpretation of the findings – why should visions that have a measurable neural correlate be considered more “real” that those in the inner vision?  One might instead say that the power to image or imagine is amplified by the medicine, just as it amplifies other modes of perception and cognition.

http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn20978-drug-hallucinations-look-real-in-the-brain.html

Psychedelic Research Projects on Dying and on Autism Are Seeking Funding Support

Some of the most innovative and significant research on psychedelics within the medical/psychiatric establishment has been done by Charles Grob, M.D. at the Harbor-UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. Dr. Grob also collaborated with Dennis McKenna, Ph.D., J.C. Callaway, Ph.D. and scientific researchers associated with the UDV, one of the Brazilian ayahuasca churches, on psychological and physical effects of long-term use of ayahuasca. These studies were published in the medical-scientific literature and also described in three chapters by these researchers in my edited book on Ayahuasca – Sacred Vine of Spirits.

Doing research on dying, or even speaking openly about one’s death, is generally avoided due to the unspoken taboo which obstructs a reasoned and compassionate look at the unavoidable fact that living is a terminal condition  – with or without illness. Following suggestions from Aldous Huxley and pioneering research by Stanislav Grof, MD in the sixties on using psychedelics to relieve end-of-life anxiety, Charles Grob has done follow-up research on this area as well.

A study of using psilocybin to relieve anxiety in terminal patients with advanced stage cancer was published recently in the journal Archives of General Psychiatry considered the #1 impact publication in the field of psychiatry. (Grob, C.S, et al.  A pilot study of psilocybin treatment for anxiety in advanced-stage cancer patients.)

Charles Grob and his colleague Roland Griffiths also published an overview article on this work in the prestigious Scientific American (Dec 2010) Hallucinogens as Medicine  which is a major sign that scientific research on psychedelics is again entering a new phase of establishment acceptance after two decades of prohibition and neglect.

Establishment acceptance and FDA/DEA permission, though they are necessary preconditions for new research in this area,  are not sufficient since such research on unpatentable substances does not attract funding from pharmaceutical companies who are primarily attentive to their bottom line.

Dr. Charles Grob has written that

My colleagues and I at have completed a landmark clinical research study using a psilocybin treatment model in patients with advanced-stage cancer anxiety. We are now confident that we will be able to extend our investigations and further contribute to this long-neglected yet now resurrected field. We are eager to implement a modified treatment protocol that will allow us to utilize a somewhat higher dosage of psilocybin as well as the option to treat the subject with a second “booster” session several weeks after the first. However, as the national granting agencies have historically declined to support psychedelic research studies, it has become essential to solicit our funding from private donors. So, I am contacting you to explore whether you might be able to help us with funding support.

To get a sense of the significance and potential impact of this work with psilocybin in alleviating anxiety around dying, below are  are links to two filmed interviews with subjects who went through this program, and who have since died.

http://www.doc-jukebox.com/film/medical-research-psychedelics/annies-psilocybin-therapy

http://www.heffter.org/research-hucla.htm

A second research project that Dr. Charles Grob is initiating involves using a novel phenethylamine analog in treating autism. This area was also pioneered in the 1960s (and subsequently dropped) when psychologist Gary Fisher, Ph.D. working at Fairview State Hospital in Orange County, gave small doses of LSD to hospitalized autistic children – with some remarkable results. Charles Grob writes as follows about this project:

I also wanted to alert you to a second study for which we are in the early planning stages and that we believe may have great potential for further development and application in the future. This is a study using a psychedelic phenethylamine analogue to treat individuals who are considered to have Asperger’s Disorder, also known as Autism Spectrum Disorder. Given the serious lack of effective treatment, and the growing numbers of young people identified with this developmental delay condition, there is no doubt a compelling need for a new therapeutic approach. Unlike our psilocybin treatment of anxiety in individuals with advanced medical illness, for which we have demonstrated feasibility and safety and have already completed our pilot clinical study, the psychedelic phenethylamine analogue study will need to be developed in its entirety, from drug preparation to pre-clinical toxicology studies to Phase 1 human investigations. Obviously, this will require greater time and expense to develop, yet we believe that this project has great potential for the vast numbers of individuals with this condition.

I’ve had a compelling interest in the potential of psychedelics to impact our culture and medical practice for more than forty years and believe that the obstacles that held the field back in the past have lifted, making it possible to explore this fascinating and potentially valuable area of research. The rate limiting factor no longer appears to be government regulators, but rather the financing of the actual studies. We have made enormous progress over the last few decades to get to this point, and are now poised to extend our work to a substantive degree. We hope you will be able to help us in this endeavor.

Dr. Grob has told me that they are seeking to raise about $150,000 for an extended follow-up study on psilocybin and end-of-life anxiety; and another $300,000 for the phenethylamine analogue autism study – more expensive since the researchers need to begin with pilot and feasibility studies in this area. The research facility where the work would be carried is a non-profit institution and can accept tax-deductible donations. It would also be possible to channel funds for these projects through the non-profit Green Earth Foundation. To learn more about these research projects and how to support them please contact Dr. Charles Grob at cgrob@labiomed.org

The Occupy Wall Street Movement gives rise to an Anthem of Freedom and Justice – “Finally Here”

Few people anticipated that a small group of citizens practicing non-violent spontaneous street theatre on the doorsteps of the financial imperium would expand so rapidly to include demonstrations in other major US cities and galvanize a growing movement. Here is a link to its first, but surely not its last, popular song, spreading virally through cyberspace.

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